fading.. loving.. waiting..

in Hebrew Jabes means pain but what does the meaning means when you hold into God's Word?

Jabes is a cheese lover who hates being uncertain, he usually runs out of words when asked simple questions and He can spend all of his money for food without thinking about his fare. He's electrified when upset and Hungry when disappointed. Writing and web gazing while catching melody is his daily life, he insert some of his weird ideas in a form of paper and/or PSD file.